629: Prioritize Resistance

One weakness I see I have that I can work on strengthening is prioritizing. At work and at home I notice certain tasks will come up and I tend to do them first, even if there are other tasks I've started that are more pressing, I tend to just go with what comes up in a moment and so I'm constantly putting off other things. Part of this weakness of not prioritizing effectively is due to a resistance where some of the tasks I put off are also ones that are more challenging to me where I am not as comfortable doing them or I don't have much experience within it so I resist it because it's unfamiliar. Though the awareness of the weakness is the first step in changing it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not prioritize things that are more important than other things and instead do the jobs/tasks as they come to me instead of being willing to put those aside for a moment to do the more important/bigger/more pressing jobs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the importance of taking care of the tasks that are more time-sensitive or that are more urgent and instead deal with the tasks as they come to me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist the tasks that are of a priority as being more important, more crucial/urgent and time sensitive because they are often the ones I have the least experience with and am less familiar with and so I resist it as a point of being challenged and rather do the smaller, 'easier' tasks first

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a resistance to direct me in how I prioritize tasks where if there is even a slight resistance, I will put it off 'for later' and do that which is easier for me, where I don't have any hesitancy or self-doubt within because I have not done it before instead of taking on that which I resist first as a point of making sure I am not succumbing to any self-limitation just because I am not familiar with it as I realize just because I don't know something, doesn't mean I can't learn and doing it will, in fact, be the only way I get familiar with it

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to prioritize that which I resist as the things I should be addressing first and foremost as making a living decision to not be bound by limitation and rather practicing that self-directive will where I willingly walk through the resistance to prove to myself I am not defined by my limitations or things I am not familiar with and I am indeed open and willing to embrace something new

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe I have a weakness in prioritizing instead of realizing I have a weakness when it comes to facing resistances and that that is what I can focus on as a solution to prioritizing more effectively - ensuring I am not putting anything off because of a resistance within me towards it but because it's not as important as other tasks

When and as I see myself prioritizing resistances as putting off that which I resist, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize, and understand that putting off that which I resist is causing a problem in my ability to prioritize as tasks/jobs/responsibilities that are more important yet that I have the least experience within and so I put off for later so that I can do the 'easier' jobs that don't cause me such discomfort first and so I commit myself to prioritize resistance as doing that which I resist first as making a decision about who I am in relation to resistance and that is that I am willing to talk through resistances as that which I don't know yet or understand yet but to do that which I resist as walking through the walk and getting myself familiar with the unknown

I commit myself to prioritize based on the practical reality of what is most pressing and urgent and not based on how I feel about the tasks/job/responsibility

I commit myself to not allowing resistances to slow me down but to instead be a gift of seeing where there are still boundaries within myself that I am able to move through

I commit myself to prioritize practical reality over my emotional experience towards something where I do it because it needs to be done and not because it's easier for me

I commit myself to strengthen my ability to priorities based on principles and not preferences as the minds need to remain the same

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