Kristina's Journey to Life

Breathe in.... Breathe out. Today was cool and allowed me to realize something cool about myself. Over a year ago - I would be one that would wake up quick - go to work - come home, exhausted, end up taking a 'nap' which would last at least 3 or 4 hours, and then end up watching tv, or going out to the bars or trying to find something to do to 'fiil' in my time. Today - this is not who I am anymore. Today I have a reason and a purpose to do what I do. I no more see the reason or purpose to just 'move' through my day, attempting to find things to fill the gap. Today I actually feel llke I'm living. I worked this morning - and when I got home, I saw there were things that needed to get done. Grocery shopping. Check. Since I've moved - I have wanted to start a compost pile. So - instead of continuously telling myself that, "I will do that... soon", I just did it. What better time then the present. So - cleaned it out and got it prepared f...

We have 2 choices in every moment - every moment we breathe. We either continue to carry the weight of the past, use it as a way to carry anger and hate and prejudices and excuses... Or we Stand Up, take a Breath and Realize every moment is New and deserves the right to be new. To be free. To be without the burdens of the past. To perpetuate the same - or Start a new. To hide in blame - or to breathe, Live Forgive and Let go. Give yourself the Gift of Life. Allow yourself to Let go. Forgiveness, SELF Forgiveness is the Only Way. Give yourself Back to yourself. www.desteniiprocess.com - the Solution to Self www.equamoney.org - the Solution to the World www.desteni.co.za - take the Red Pill

Today, while working a job - I was taken to an office building with 16 floors. I was going to the top. While on the ride upwards - I noticed that the floors went from 12 to 14. Hmm.. where was the 13th floor? Immediately - I assumed it was because of this black cloud that hangs over the number 13 - but thought no way this is actually why there is no 13th floor. Perhaps it's a mechanical floor? On my way down - there were 2 other women with me in the elevator. I asked them why they thought there was not a 13th floor available for access. They told me - superstitions. Apparently it's common for buildings with more then 13 floors to 'skip' the 13th floor. Seriously? So I did a little research and found out that this has been an accepted 'norm' since the early 1940s. Because of this superstitions about the number 13 being unlucky - tenants will either skip allowing this floor to be accessed, use it as a mechanical floor - or will label it Floor M. Anyone else ...