205: Loneliness Coming Out of the Dark (Suppression)
June 23rd, 2013 - Another night without power in the house Alone in the Dark I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to go home because there is no electricity and the darkness reminds me of loneliness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone without electricity – because within this I feel alone, I feel lonely I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never realize the loneliness that exists within me and only now see it triggered through an outside/external force that reveals to me the loneliness I have within me – realizing that it’s not my environment that ‘causes’ the loneliness, but it is in fact existent within me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a dependency on my routine, which is supported with electricity/power for when I come home – within this, defining the things that I do as a normal routine as my comfort and companion and to within th...