Kristina's Journey to Life

Coming fresh from a reaction, I'm going to just dive into self-forgiveness for tonight... I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel justified to be upset with another about what they say or imply I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame and resent others for apparently having conflictual thoughts/ideas about others instead of seeing/realizing the reaction itself is conflictual in nature and thus I am the true source/cause/origin of the conflict I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect others to stop the conflict in their communication when I am still participating in conflict within myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe some conflict is justified and others are not... usually when the conflict makes me right/in power then I am justified  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe I must fight some holy war wherein I must protect...