Kristina's Journey to Life

This is Day 6 of a 21-Day Breathing Challenge I have given to myself - you can read this series starter here . Today for my World Politics class I had to participate in a group presentation. There were 5 of us - and this to me was a savior. During this semester I have had 2 other presentations I had to do, one was solo and the other was another group presentation. Who was I within 'presenting'? THE manifestation of anxiety. Heart racing, blood rushing to my face, hands shaking,voice unstable. I was quite a mess. The first time was a train wreck. The 2nd time the pressure was off as I was in a group, yet the symptoms were still there. This time around, I found my grounding with breathing. Also, I prepared more effectively for this presentation and so gave myself the support in having practiced the presentation - yet while sitting in class, and as group after group finished their presentation, it was getting closer... the moment... I had to face myself as a presenter. The mo...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define another in separation from me through defining them based on their appearance I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see another separate from me through seeing them as an imgae that I like and thus place them on a pedestal as something special I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become nervous in the presence of males in my reality I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become anxious in the presence of males in my reality I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define males that I Have perceived as attractive on a pedestal as something special and then allow my experience to change in their presence as I define them as more then me I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself as being inferior to males in my reality that I define as ‘good looking’ I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to generate energy as excitem...