Kristina's Journey to Life

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as a victim within the pain of a head ache I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become a victim to my physical pain as a head ache instead of seeing it as physical support in showing me what I have accepted and allowed through thinking myself into separation I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself as weak within the physical pain of a headache. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define my experience as weak within this experience of a head ache I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I am unable to support myself within releasing myself from this physical pain I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear experiencing pain as I have not yet allowed myself to support myself within releasing myself from the physical pain I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within limitation as the ...

Writing: We are to stand in the store and start talking to people when they come in or when they are there – just start talking to them about the water – get them to watch a short video and do a demonstration and then ask if they want to do the 2 week free trial of water. J asked me to show him what I was going to say – I said no, I will just do it. I was scared to do it in front of him – and I have had this experience in my past – where I believe I am more fearful of showing people I know a specific personality – or when I am ‘on’ then some random stranger. SO this is a value point – valuing people I know more than people I know now. Because I believe I wont be as scared. Because the people that know me – ‘know me’ apparently –and really it’s like I am acting, putting on a show, a presentation – and that makes me nervous. For the people that I know –what if they have something critical to say? – This is the thoughts that go on in my head – it’s like an extreme resistance where ...