Day 115: Expectations of Self Interest
A point of expecting others to 'be' a certain way in order for me to fulfill my self interest I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within expectations in relation to another – where I expect others to be a certain way for me, for how I expect them to be so that I feel I am in control and getting what I want I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in expectations of others in expecting them to ‘give me’ what I want, so that I can have certain feelings and experiences that I have become dependent upon to ‘feel good’ I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within self interest in interactions with others wherein I use others for my own desire /want wherein I want them to ‘be’ a certain way with me so that I in turn can feed of the energy of ‘how I feel’ in how they are with me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use others for my own benefit, wherein I do not conside...