Kristina's Journey to Life

After watching a documentary called "Big Sugar," and writing a blog about it - here are personal points for which I applied self forgiveness for: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to purchase and consume sugar in the various forms it comes in from chocolate to breads and meats, without any awareness , consideration or understanding of how it got to the shelf in which I've picked it up from and instead simply see it there for me to purchase and consume and thus abdicate the responsibility I have to the rest of my world wherein fellow human beings must suffer dire conditions simply so that I am able to consume sugar I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that from this awareness of knowing where and how my sugar came to be on the shelf from which I can pick it up and buy it with my money , being that which beings must suffer in conditions that I would never want to be in myself, think that the solution to...

Continuing here from the original blog I started in this series, Day 197: The Starting Point as Moment of Creation . I am looking through this blog and addressing each point I see requires alignment with self forgiveness. I started this process in yesterday's blog, Day 198: Starting Point for Creating a Blog . I am going to jump ahead in the original blog with the point of, "as even in consideration of writing a blog about the 'ethics experience' I have been having - within looking at that, I went into self judgments as not being 'clear' on what I was seeing, and from that starting point - made the decision to NOT write a blog. Within the the starting point that "I am not good enough to take on such a point in relation to ethics - it's too intellectual - it's too vast" I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the starting point of self judgment for the reason/decision to NOT write a blog I forgive myself...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself for what I’ve done in my life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear never being able to forgive myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear never being able to let go of what I’ve done in my life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for what I have been in my life and what I’ve done and within this judgment believe I do not deserve to be forgiven I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I do not deserve to forgive myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate who I have been in my life I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to live in such ways where I accept myself to hate myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for lying to other people I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself t...