728: Giving Myself Permission to Live my Utmost Potential
The card I pulled was exactly what I needed to see and brought to clarity many points that have been coming up and swirling around within me.
The card was Postponement and along with the image it helped me to see how I have been waiting and postponing and holding onto something that no longer exists... holding onto a potential from the past that I have in fact moved on from and instead of fully embracing what I've really seen, realized and understood for myself, I have been doubting, 2nd guessing, and needing permission to step into fully.
What I've realized is I am more than able and ready to step fully into myself as who I am HERE - what I see, what I realize, what I KNOW and to embrace and embody the ME that has come this far and walked very specific points and is ready, willing, and able to actualize what I've always known to be true.
Heaven on Earth is HERE and Real and available for anyone to choose.
My physical body and my present state of being is the PRESENT and what I am cultivating and manifesting into physical reality.
There is ONLY LOVE, and that's why so much suffering exists, because we have all disconnected/separated ourselves from the truth. There is only ONE THING here, which is Life, and that the one truth is there is only love. When we are not aligned to or embodying the love that we are, the openness that we are, the forgiveness and compassion and grace that we are, we suffer. And it's a choice we make.
I see things very specifically, and I am done needing others' approval for what I see, to say it's okay and that I'm right - the resonance within me tells me what is true.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone the actualization of the realizations I have come to see, realize, and understand to be true of Life and the Nature of Life, as myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe I need another person or group to validate me, encourage me, and tell me I am right in my thinking/perceiving or how I express things
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear leaving people behind if I allow myself to move on from what was and fully step into who I am HERE and NOW
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold myself back from my full potential because I don't want to leave anyone behind
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by not stepping fully into the potential of me here that I see, realize and understand to be who I really am, I am in fact holding others back as I am a specific example for each to see what is possible, as each one is the same to others
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that by holding myself back, I am serving another instead of seeing, realizing, and understanding that if I hold myself back, I am holding all of life back equally
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that if I dare to dream big and live boldly as who I really am, I am giving others permission to do the same
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep myself small and contained, and so to keep all of life small and contained
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe I need a group of people to validate my existence and to tell me I am going the "right" way instead of trusting myself as who I am here in each moment as breath as the ultimate authority and to see, realize, and understand there is no right way, there is ONE way (which includes all ways), and we all end up in the same place!
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that I am the ultimate authority of/as my life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my power and responsibility by thinking/believing someone else or some outside group is the authority of my life
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt and question myself instead of believing fully in/as myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear going at it alone - meaning to step into a path/process that I know is specific to me and what I've carved out as the utmost potential of my purpose and why I am here on earth
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prefer being lost in the crowd so that I then don't have to be exposed or seen or subject to anyone else's opinion, perception or judgment of me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in the past by holding onto past projections/relationships and potentials, and to within that, miss out on the present potential that is here waiting for me to accept and embrace it so that it may open up fully
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my full potential because I fear others criticizing me and making me bad/wrong
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others and their path/process as bad/wrong, and to within this, fear the same being done unto me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that when I am lost in the crowd, I am not seen, and so I am hidden and safe, instead of realizing I am only diminishing myself as the fully potential here as the living example that is best for all
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear disagreeing with others, and for thinking that disagreeing means conflict and fighting
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equate disagreeing with fighting
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that disagreement can still mean love and respect and cooperation
I forgive myself that I have not yet accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that love is the only truth and all else is the deception of separation.
There is one thing here, LIFE and LIFE is self-love.
May we all step into the truth of who we are as Life/Love.
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