Kristina's Journey to Life

Continuing with commitment and corrective statements from yesterday's self forgiveness : When and as I see myself reacting negatively to the climate - as being too cold and that being the cause of my antsy-ness or boredom, I stop and I breathe and I ground myself within my body and thus this physical reality as I see/realize/understand that to react to the weather is to participate in the mind which is an act of separation from what is real here, which is the physical reality, the physical environment and so the weather and so here I commit myself to stop reacting to 'what is here' as my environment/weather and instead be here, breathing , and walk equal to and one with what is here as my physical reality/environment/the weather When and as I see myself accepting such a statement within myself of 'I am bored' - I stop and I breathe and ground myself within my body and out of the mind, which I see/realize/understand is what I am accepting and allowing when I e...

I am noticing myself 'antsy' and thinking the word 'bored'. This then brings up 'winter' - winter is apparently the cause of my current problem, which is being bored and antsy. Thinking and believing that warmer weather would cure me of my experience . I realize it wouldn't, and this is simply showing me the associations I have made to 'winter' and cold weather - which is as something negative and the cause for boredom. Firstly, there are MANY things to be done, so the issue of 'not having anything to do', as being bored, is not valid. In reality, what I am 'looking for' is something to do that will be a cause of excitement and thus energy stimulation. Something to distract me and entertain me and something 'fun' - something with a positive charge, as currently I'm accepting myself to react to winter negatively. Now I'm not saying that I cannot do things because I enjoy them or cause pleasure or satisfaction - here...