Kristina's Journey to Life

Written Monday, April 6, 2020 Today the living word I was intent on living was Integrity. Part of this was in relation to who I am as now working from home – realizing there is the potential to become more distracted and less focused and for me, the point was to remain and live integrity as a principle of who I am and doing onto my employer as I would have done unto me if I were them and that is to have my employee remain focused within the time I’m paying them. I was mostly satisfied throughout the day until the end of the day where I got a bit more distracted. However, there was quite the improvement and I saw how in setting the intention to LIVE integrity in relation to my work, it supported in moments when I was distracted or wanted to be distracted. So I’m hopeful it will continue to support as I will continue to work with the word integrity. I am a bit distracted now because I want to know if I’m pregnant. I am still just under 2 weeks away from getting my period so I won...

A point here of walking through/facing a consequence of my own creation . A few months ago I had the opportunity to get ahead of any serious consequences in relation to my body/health and did not act... I waited because, during that time, there was no major cause for concern because there was no pain. But alas, the pain has come and the want the move to deal with it is great.... why must we create a worst case scenario before we decide to act? I forgive myself that  I have accepted and allowed myself to not act in ways of prevention when it comes to my physical body I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to hear the body as it communicates and act as a way of preventing consequences such as pain I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not move consistently in directing the points that my physical body was facing, and instead wait and see how it went and think "I can deal with it later" I forgive myself that I have accepted...