Kristina's Journey to Life

A point I faced today was resisting being direct in communication and instead allowing myself to be quiet and expect another to just read my mind . I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be direct in my communication with others and instead expect them to read my mind I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to express something or communicate something but not speak directly about it – opening up the point – and instead sit and wait for a sign from another whether it’s okay or if we will take that direction or not and when this did not happen – become annoyed and frustrated and further perpetuate already not being physically directive in my reality through sitting with the points in my mind I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear expressing points that come up within me as communicating about them with another in thinking I should not communicate about it instead of realizing I could have simply brough...

I recently gathered all my blogs I have published since I started the writing/blogging process . What is fascinating is certain patterns seem to constantly arise within myself - and I was time-looping a point within myself pretty consistently. The point, fascinatingly enough, was about the writing/blogging process itself. Where I was constantly judging myself for not writing and exposing this through writing, then writing for a bit, before I fell again. I would then time-loop again with starting to write, exposing this point of not consistently writing, and then fall again. What I realized within this and is funny now to see - how simple to solution was/is. I wanted and expected of myself to write more within blogs. And in my day to day living. And I was not satisfied with myself when I would not be consistent with it and thus judge myself for not pushing myself, and allow myself to fall within this. I experienced resistance to it - and allowed it - and then allowed myself to j...