600: A Guest in the Theater of My Mind (5 of 30)
Some ranting and raving forgiveness in seeing me get swept up on 'old times' and spend more time than necessary in reminiscing about past positive moments. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within nostalgia as in getting caught up in past memories that produce positive feelings as a way to distract and entertain myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question these moments wherein a memory will grab my attention and I will follow it through to playout the memory and all the feelings associated with the memory and have that be what I spend my time on instead of stopping and asking myself where the memory came from, why it came up, and what can I learn about this memory rather than letting it take me for a ride I forgive myself that I have not yet allowed myself to use all memories constructively wherein I look at them within a directive will, not as a guest in a theater seeing a show - where I decide ...