Kristina's Journey to Life

Continuing on with the corrective/ commitment statements in relation to the previous blog - please read for context, and to assist and support yourself, you can read the following statements out loud. When and as I see myself picturing/imagining/projecting myself into a future, within my mind, of me 'failing' due to not managing my jobs effectively - I stop and I breathe and do not accept and allow myself to participate as I see, realize, and understand that to 'follow along' with this image as a future of me failing, leads to the consequence of back chats that perpetuate this initial reaction where I basically accepted this image as an idea and statement of who I am; trusted in this image of me failing and so I commit myself to no longer participate within images in my mind of who I can possibly be in some possible future and instead stick to the physical - stick to what is HERE, and what is real, which is my physical body, my physical environment, and what is d...

I just uploaded a video where I was speaking about how within spirituality claims this physical reality is the illusion and gives much participation to the Mind Reality as if that were the 'real thing'. "The physical world is there to distract you from your reality, and your work is to overcome the distractions. Lessons from the Source" I participated with this belief once upon a time in my Life - and so Self Forgiveness is required I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the physical reality as an illusion I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the mind as the real reality I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give more value to the mental reality within my Mind as if it were more real then this physical reality that is matter - real in every way as it is what is here - it is what i can see, taste, touch, and hear.. while the mental reality of the Mind only exists through my belief of it, my partici...

Excuses to not do what I have committed myself to do. Last night I came home from work with a headache. The headache is a similar pain I Have had before - and I know it's from thinking - from existing within ego and participating in the energy of 'highs and lows' wherein I use energy to move me and direct me in my world. After allow the positive energy to fuel me and I move and take many actions - I end up cycling back to the low so that the equation may balance itself out - and thus end up 'feeling' like not doing anything. And again - allow this energetic emotion direct me as energy that fuels me to not do anything. So last night I could have written for myself - yet I 'chose' not to - as I was giving myself all sorts of excuses such as 'I'm in too much pain' and 'I don't feel like it' These are the moments I require to allow myself to realize the gift of SELF - MOVEMENT - wherein I do not require energy as thoughts and feelin...

Day 3 What I can see as an overall experience within myself while walking throughout my day and even throughout my whole life. Is this point of superiority. Wherein I will 'look down' on others that do not agree with me - or that I do not agree with or do not have the same ways of seeing things as I do - there is this sense of 'I know more then them - they haven't yet realized - they will see' sense to me. This is obvious separation of myself as ALL - as I see myself as more then through the Mind's perspective of who I am in relation to others - believing myself to know more - to see more clearly. Yet - all I am actually seeing is through my Mind's Eye of what is 'right' and what is 'wrong'. So within this - existing in competition with every other human being that I define as 'wrong' and always placing myself in a position of 'winning' as being right. So let's look again at why War exists in this World - because we a...