Kristina's Journey to Life

Listening to the latest reptilian recording on Eqafe, "Where are you?"  the question was asked, 'where am I?' The response I had was in the context of myself, like inside myself, my body, my mind. In the interview, it was mentioned that if the response was in the context of where you are physically, like your environment, it's a pretty cool reference for yourself in terms of your awareness being focused in the physical reality. That was not my response, so there was a slight reaction to that. Though briefly before that, there was hope and anticipation that they would mention something about how I responded and that it would be "better than the first response." So this is a point I've noticed some up a few times in the past week. I've started two new jobs, and I noticed there were comparisons I was making between myself and those training me - both seeing myself as better at the job than my trainers, as well as management noticing this too ...

Karma. First thing I saw when looking at this word was ‘a mark’. So when you move the letters around, there exists ‘a mark’. And that is also essentially how one can look at the word and it’s definition. Karma is the mark you leave within this world – it’s the wake you leave behind wherever you go. It is how you influence the world around you, it is the mark you leave. Now growing up, I always saw or defined the word karma as something you get back to you – whether you are good or bad, whatever happens to you, is your karma. It’s like the mark you leave in this world comes right back at you. Another way I’ve heard it said is, ‘what comes around, goes around’. And now what's interesting about this is how, growing up, this word was always placed in the context of spite. Like ‘they will get what’s coming to them” or “karma’s a bitch”. Lol – always based within a reaction towards someone. Like if you disliked how a person behaved, or you felt personally attacked by someone, o...

In this blog I am writing about the point of "projection" - wherein from a reaction came projections, within my mind of course, about another person. This person had changed plans with me, and within this ASSumed they were lying, or resisting me or whatever the reason I gave myself to beLIEve I was a victim and this person was to blame for what was happening. What I can see is this point is clearly me - meaning, I have done exactly what I feared/thought/assumed the other person was doing, and because of my giving of this, I expected to be received. Yet - it was not real, as I did not communicate with them about the reason, I just accepted they lied to me, were not being honest about their reasoning, and projected all the self blame I have carried onto them, as a way to not have to be/take responsibility for myself, to consider myself within this situation. So a supportive point for me to look at - how I easily project myself onto others, wherein I will THINK they are doi...