Kristina's Journey to Life

I recently shared that some words I was redefining and living for myself were Creator, Love, and Grace. Someone asked me to expand on how I live those words practically so I decided a blog would be the best place to do so. I'll start with Grace - this is a word that came up in a reading I recorded recently for my YouTube Channel - the point of Grace specifically in relation to a Swan and the feminine body. So for me, specifically at the moment, the word as a practical expression is in relation to my physical body.  As a Swan, I see them so graceful - gliding on water with such precision and elegance. There is such stillness yet fullness to them. Their necks are long and their movements so precise.  The actress Robin Wright is also another example of someone whose physical is the embodiment of Grace, as I see her - with her long neck and such a straight/upright, poised posture, she carries such length throughout her body, which creates what looks like spaciousness. Her movement...

Who am I here for?  I have had the tendency throughout my life to show up in places and ways for other people - for feedback, recognition, attention, and validation. The consideration of what others think takes precedence over my own happiness, joy, direction, purpose, and inevitably, well-being.  This is definitely a pattern I'd like to nip in the bud as it is not serving me.  From my perspective, the reason we accept and allow the patterns/nature of rape, starvation, homelessness, and abuse is because we accept and allow ourselves to inflict those same patterns on ourselves. They may not seem the same, but they are simply a lesser degree of the same point.  So, in accepting and allowing myself to neglect myself and live/express/do/ be present for others, I am accepting and allowing that in the greater reality.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be willing to make what others think of me the greater value in my life I forgive myself th...

Continuing from yesterday's blog and continuing to open up about how I've defined/lived the word STAR up to now in my life and how I can redefine it into a practical living application (becoming the living word STAR).  So yesterday seeing clearly how I've defined it and another layer after I wrote the blog was the word "important" - being a star is to be important, crucial, the main event if you will.  Okay so now I am going to look at the actual definition/etymology of the word to get some more insights into the reality of the word.  Lots of definitions here: 1. a fixed  luminous  point in the night sky which is a large, remote  incandescent  body like the sun. Similar: celestial body heavenly body sun asteroid planet planetoid orb 2. a conventional or  stylized  representation of a star, typically one having five or more points. "the walls were painted with silver moons and stars" a star symbol used to indicate a category of excellence. "t...