169: Separating Self from Living Words: Fulfillment
I will be continuing with the points I have been walking in terms of looking at who I have been as this polarity play out of living/not living fulfillment. (You can see the start of this dis-covering process of this point from the first blog here ) Where a few years ago I defined myself within a negative experience of 'not doing anything' in terms of actions or responsibilities or giving myself opportunities to grow in my reality and myself and thus believed I was not living a fulfilled life and then how I have come to live out the polarity experience of filling my days with many many responsibilities, that I define myself within a positive experience of being fulfilled, when in reality - within all of this - I am simply trying to fill up the emptiness - the negative - I experience as me. And because I did not establish who I am as self fulfilled, I am not able to walk constant and stable within the responsibilities I take on as they are not giving to me what I am expectin...