Kristina's Journey to Life

Today is my 30th day of daily blogging. As soon as I started, it is now over. It's been an amazing process , and I'm so grateful to myself for embarking on the journey. I was able to push through the resistance to writing, walk through the fear of judgments towards myself, and projected unto others. I was able to practice writing 'in the moment ' without any ideas or topics to write about, I was able to practice being creative. I was able to walk through experiences and back chats that suggested to skip a day, and I was able to daily take care of myself through the process of reflection and responsibility. And each day, I was able to share that openly with others, without shame, or fear, or judgment, simply unconditionally expressing me and what I face within my day to day living , my process and my Journey to Life . That is what this Journey to Life is all about, a slow but sure process of change , development, discovery, understanding, forgiveness, removal, creat...

Early today I was writing about some reactions I was having as questioning myself from a conversation from the night before. I was bringing the points back to myself where although I was stable in what I was communicating about, I also saw how I was separating myself from some points I was expecting another to give - so here is the SF for that (the 2nd part of this blog is from later in the day, after some realizations in relation to these points): I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have expectations of ‘how’ an agreement /partnership should be walked in comparing my ideas to the reality of our current situation and then be in judgment that we are not walking it ‘right’ and thus judge and blame another as being the reason we are not walking an agreement/partnership ‘right' I forgive myself that I  have accepted and allowed myself to blame another as the reason I experience myself not walking an agreement/partnership effectively instead of realizing...