Kristina's Journey to Life

Today I was again looking at more dimensions in relation to being sick. My partner Andrew got sick last week, and I remember having the thought, "I hope he doesn't get me sick!"  I wanted to speak these words to him, but I saw in the moment that that statement wasn't really valid in a way, and I would only be speaking my mind , rather than within awareness. Though there was a reaction to the idea of speaking it as well - I didn't want to speak the statement in thinking I would create it for myself. So I actually in turn suppressed the thought/belief, within fear, and didn't say anything about it. It's like tuck it way, force it down, don't look at it and somehow it no longer exists or has an effect? So that is what I was looking at today, how we think preventing certain words can prevent certain consequence, yet without realizing our thoughts are words as well... it's just a different dimensions of manifestation. The statement still existed wi...

Here I am continuing with the self-corrective statements in relation to the previous blog . When and as I see myself reacting negatively to what another says to me in the form of gossip, or within such a statement of, "this person said this about you," I stop here and I breathe and do not allow myself to go into any negative reactions , as I see this is the pattern that usually comes with such a statement, and so instead I breathe and make sure that if any reactions move within me or come up within me, I stop and breathe as stabilizing myself HERE, grounded within my physical body and not reacting within my mind as I see, realize, and understand the outflow from such participation and so I commit myself to slowing myself down in moments of communicating with others, especially when one approaches me with any kind of 'gossip' or saying someone said something about me - I commit myself to stop any reactions as not participating within the pattern that I see no longe...