Kristina's Journey to Life

This recording is following a previous 'Crucial Keys to Self Change' recording I published - check it out. Here I share on the next/first step in 'bringing it back to myself' in terms of how I practically reflect on what it is about this other person that made my skin crawl/I didn't vibe with/that I just didn't click with. I look at my experience more specifically and discover what it is actually revealing to me how I feel about myself. If you have any questions or comments, please share! And I have a few more recordings in this series to come, so stay tuned! The  Journey to Lifers Take Responsibility for what is HERE in/as this world, within AND without: Desteni DIP Lite Course  (FREE) DIP Pro Eqafe  (Self-Perfecting interviews, books, music, etc) For your Info: Destonian Wiki Equal Life Foundation SOUL (School of Ultimate Living)

I'm continuing here from the point opened up in a previous post in relation to resistances: The problem was that although we might see what is best for ourselves; to do certain things that would support us in our life or process or in our day to day living, where we could apply specific things that support us to actually develop as effective, caring and functional human beings in this world that are not driven by self interest but act within principles that are best for all and that is to start with self - so even though we see there are certain things we can do to support ourselves in our process of stopping the mind , transforming ourselves, perfecting ourselves to be the most effective being we can be that is living within/as the utmost potential - there are still moments where despite seeing this - we still give in to resistances . And it may not even be because we have defined something has hard or difficult or challenging, but mainly because we give into ideas about ours...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist school work while I am in taking classes I forgive myself that iH ave accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as not good enough within the process of education I forgive myself that iH ave accepted and allowed myself to believe I don’t know how to apply myself/get done the responsibilities within school work I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put off school work to the last minute wherein I then make it ok within my mind that I am turning assignments in late – only justifying my postponement on the work I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give myself anytime to apply myself within school work I forgive myself that ih ave accepted and allowed m yself to make school work more complicated then it actually is, thus allow myself to resist doing it within this definition, instead of realizing that I have applied myself effectively, efficiently and pract...

Yesterday I had reactions to a person writing to me. I reacted to his blame and took his words personally and within this 'negative' experience, I attempted to 'find the positive'. I was accepting his reactions and accepted them as my own through reacting myself... and it was so fast from this moment I went into thoughts on how I could make this experience 'something good' within myself. Yet - I had already accepted the 'negative' polarity within myself and from this attempted to move to the positive. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react 'negatively' to another's words to/towards me as defense and fear I forgive myself for accepting and alloiwng myself to participate in the reactions of another to/towards me through reacting myself and thus believe his words to be true and then accept the experience of myself as not being good enough I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept the doubt in another...