Kristina's Journey to Life

Here are the self corrective statements from the self forgiveness in the previous blog : When and as I see myself resisting 'new things' as that which I am not familiar with or not comfortable with, I stop and I breathe and I bring myself out of the resistance towards this 'new thing' and instead breathe until I am stable and self directive within the direction I will take as I see/realize/understand that I will have to step outside of my comfort zone as that which I am familiar/comfortable with to be able to expand myself and my ability within things - also realizing here that is how I become effective within that which I am not yet effective with - practicing, doing it, working with the 'new thing' that I initially resisted and so I commit myself to stop any resistance that might come up when facing a new point, a new understanding, a new skill or application and instead I commit myself to direct myself through within realizing the common sense solution is

I noticed myself in a 'mood' tonight wherein I started having reactions towards myself and my overall experience was gloomy and heading into depressive, which is a self sabotage point to not support self within standing up and not accepting and allowing 'experiences' to influence ourselves and to instead, take a stand, give direction to ourselves and find out 'what's going on'. So I started to apply self forgiveness, unconditionally, for how I was experiencing myself, what thoughts were running in my mind and through this, eventually got to 'the point' that was influencing me. That is the thing, this experience of not wanting to move ourselves or going into a 'low' state is simply a diversion from keeping us from seeing what is actually going on, 'behind the scenes' so to speak, about what we are hiding from ourselves as the self acceptances of self interest and self limitation. My 'mood' was a hiding place to not see wh