697: My Final Entry





On a final note... this Journey to Life was to birth and realize ourselves as life. This past summer I came to the realization I had realized who I am as life and it hit me then... I have realized myself as life lol It kind of snuck up on me. Everything I had been working towards was here, came and went without me even really noticing as it was a gradual unfolding and next step in my process. I will admit I imagined a more extreme and extraordinary moment but the truth is, I had just come to some realizations about myself and who I am and what I want out of life, and what I will and will not accept and allow within myself and from that, I realized the statement of "I know who I am" implied I had realized who I am as life. I could say in full confidence within myself that I know Who I Am as Life. It was done, just like that... truly like a thief in the night :)


So now... the next point. Self-Creation. This is when things get fun. Enjoy and I will see you around!!


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