Kristina's Journey to Life

What I've come to see, realize, and understand is that I am Worthy of Wealth because I was Born Wealthy.  The fact that I am breathing here, with a heart that pumps blood throughout my whole body, consistently, repeatedly, without doubt or question, assured... that tells me my worth.  I am worthy of being alive because I am.  I am worthy of this Earth because I am here.  I am worthy of Life because I was born.  I have been exploring this concept of wealth and money and worth lately - exploring ways to create more abundance and resources in my life and what I am coming to realize is that it's not about what's in my bank account, it's not about what paper I have to spend, it's not about that thing I am doing that will generate the flow I am looking for... It's about ME Realizing Who I really Am.  Because Who I really am is wealthy. Who I really am is rich in the truest sense, is worthy of everything because I AM everything! This idea that we have to work to g...

  Oooooh, I'm excited about this blog.  The title came up first, earlier in the day, as I was looking at continuing with the redefinition process of the living word Special.  In the previous blog, I looked at how I lived the word previously/how it has been defined within myself and my life. It was quite revealing as I realized there was this awareness within/as me all of my life that knew who I really was, deep within, locked away, but there... always 'there' almost like in waiting. (The key now is to bring it HERE). So I really enjoyed that last blog and am eager to keep this ball rolling.  Looking today at the definition/etymology/root of the word.  One definition that jumped out at me as the root word for special (looking at the Oxford Online English Dictionary) was having to do with "specific" - "having a close or exclusive connection with a specified person, thing, or set; own; particular; individual. This jumped out at me because of the word "speci...

 I am sitting here asking myself what is the point I want to write about.  Nothing is really standing out at the moment. So I keep looking while also writing about the process.  Interesting how we can do both things at once. The writing is like waiting for a point. Perhaps I should just pick one.  You know there is a point I want to address but it's more personal and think it would best to walk it for myself privately first. For now - perhaps I will take on another word in the redefining living words process to keep things moving.  I did want to redefine the word ASCENSION because I have read enough books and been a part of enough communities that were asking questions such as "Who am I" and "Why am I here" to know that ascension is a point that is talked about, anticipated, resisted and overall open for discussion because well, it's a word. So why not address it and redefine it into a practical, living expression of life.  So the steps to redefining/living...

Continuing from yesterday's blog - today I will dive into self-forgiveness for how I've come to define the word Star in separation of a living expression of/as who I am.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the living word STAR I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and define the word star as separate from here as my living, breathing body/being I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word star to be this big thing that exists outside/separate from me here and think and believe it is something I must attain to be I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that the word star is defined as something that only some people are, that only some people are lucky enough to live I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word star within a polarity charge of positive energy and to thus seek out this positive energy as the wo...

Continuing from yesterday's blog and continuing to open up about how I've defined/lived the word STAR up to now in my life and how I can redefine it into a practical living application (becoming the living word STAR).  So yesterday seeing clearly how I've defined it and another layer after I wrote the blog was the word "important" - being a star is to be important, crucial, the main event if you will.  Okay so now I am going to look at the actual definition/etymology of the word to get some more insights into the reality of the word.  Lots of definitions here: 1. a fixed  luminous  point in the night sky which is a large, remote  incandescent  body like the sun. Similar: celestial body heavenly body sun asteroid planet planetoid orb 2. a conventional or  stylized  representation of a star, typically one having five or more points. "the walls were painted with silver moons and stars" a star symbol used to indicate a category of excellence. "t...