300: What's Up with our Words?
Another aspect or dimension I see in relation to this point of ‘words without awareness’ is how I will repeat what another person says, yet it’s within a point of judgment or making fun (with the intention of being innocent/playful) or accentuate what I hear within their words – so it’s like I will repeat what another person has said as a way to poke fun or something. Yet it doesn't make much sense to me, like there is no real purpose for this point, it has no point really. It’s just a personality play out that I have developed in relation to interactions with others. I see it almost as if I see/ experience /feel as though I am inferior to another and so in attempting to polarize this point to be at the opposite position, or not diminished, I will go into this ‘repeating words’ point as to exert some kind of power or control… something… it really doesn't make much sense to me actually. Like I do not understand why I do that, and in the moment immediately after speaking th...