612: Jaded and Alone (17 of 30)
I've heard of a couple people who, when looking at others, saw only within them the utmost potential of who they are. My experience with these specific people was fear they saw only the worst of me. I can't image what it's like to look at another being and see nothing but their most true, purest expression. I have only seen my own mind. What my fear of these people seeing only the worst in me reveals is a) I've only seen the worst in me and b) I see only the worst in others. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself in such a way where I cannot even imagine what it's like to look at another and see only their utmost potential, their beingness, the most real, self-honest expression of who they are I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to devolve myself to the point where I see nothing good in another, I see only limitation, excuses, manipulation, neglect, abuse, greed, self-interest, jealousy, lust, desire, o...