Kristina's Journey to Life

Continuing from yesterday's blog - today I will dive into self-forgiveness for how I've come to define the word Star in separation of a living expression of/as who I am.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the living word STAR I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and define the word star as separate from here as my living, breathing body/being I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word star to be this big thing that exists outside/separate from me here and think and believe it is something I must attain to be I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that the word star is defined as something that only some people are, that only some people are lucky enough to live I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word star within a polarity charge of positive energy and to thus seek out this positive energy as the wo...

Someone recently shared an Eqafe interview series regarding redefining and living the word STAR and it opened up from reflecting on the life force energy of children that seems to be infinite and eternal. Their life substance and source is so pure and bountiful - they are the brightest of stars on this Planet and thus the best teachers showing the true light that is who we really are.  Their spark is so contagious.  I have the privilege of being with my children full time - they are almost 4 and 6 months and the greatest gifts I have ever been given. My son Phoenix reminded me of my innocence (and so the innocence of all life) and my daughter Ophelia is solidifying that process for me of becoming the best possible living example for them. I must live myself the way I want my children to - staying true to their light/life force, being the free and full beings they are, expressing, enjoying, loving, creating and do what is best for themselves and living the golden rule to creat...

  January 17, 2021 Tonight my partner asked me to assist him with a drawing he was doing - I was to be the model posing for him so he had a subject to draw.  I really did not want to do it. I had worked all day, I was tired, we just finished eating... I just wanted to do "my stuff" for a while. I didn't like the idea of sitting there and not being able to look at something or read something... basically, I wanted to be able to "do" something while I was sitting there but really he just needed me to sit there.  I did it despite really not wanting to do it. I dragged my feet all the way to his studio.  Once I sat down I realized what a wonderful opportunity I had before me to sit and just breathe. BREATHING is what I could do. And it was awesome because I have been listening to an Eqafe bundle about breathing so it was the perfect moment to allow me to do just that... breathe.  I learned many, many years ago about the importance of breath, with the most simple po...

Continuing on from the previous blog where I discussed various points in relation to change and creation - the process, and the manifestation. Here and blogs to follow will be on the points I see needing some re-alignments and self-honest perspective to get me back on track in terms of living change. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as wanting quick fixes I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within/as expecting quick fixes and instantaneous change I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, and realize the physical space and time in how it works, and what it takes to create changes , and fixes, and to rather instead want things to move fast I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to embrace the pace of breath by breath living as an exquisite opportunity to slow time down, and to work moment by moment and realizing all that can be accomplished, changed , created, and manifeste...