134: The Anger I Fear in Another is the Anger within Myself
Ok, so here I'm following up on the last two blogs, Day 132 - Fear put my in my place and Day 133 - Humbled by seeing and shamed by my blame - bringing the fear back to myself. So to look more specifically at the point(s) I am facing... a few days before this moment of fear I had with another calling me a name and the defense mode I went into, I was starting to see how in the last few years since walking my process, when communicating to others about desteni and equal money and equality as best for all, I could see how "defensive" I was in always attempting to assert this aggression towards other. It was like I just saw them as abusers and dishonest and was in blame of them for not realizing what I have realized. How convenient it is to focus on others as a way to not take a look/take responsibility for ourselves. This is quite a fuck up, because I fail to realize that I once too did not care to see what I am now pushing myself to live; I too was stuck in my own ...