Kristina's Journey to Life

Finishing up the last part of this blog series I've been walking. Read the following for context: 414: Hiding Out in a Limitation 415: The Belief about Self behind a Limitation 416: Get Comfortable with the Uncomfortable Experience 417: A Compromise and Consequence of Self-Interest When and as I see myself holding onto a fear rather than considering others in my environment and how my actions may affect them physically, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize and understand that I’m giving more value to a fear than actual physical reality , and only through accepting and allowing self interest could create such a point and so I commit myself to stop existing within my own self interest and instead dare to consider those around me, and how my actions effect them, and how in my lack of change, I can create consequences not only for myself, but for others as well When and as I see myself existing within a starting point of want/fear of getting/not getting the lesser traf...

I've been looking at this point that opened up at work last week, and it's interesting to see the different layers/dimensions of it. First there was the fear, the limitation, and the belief about myself behind the limitation. Now to the self interest. Read the previous blogs for context: 414: Hiding Out in a Limitation 415: The Belief about Self behind a Limitation 416: Get Comfortable with the Uncomfortable Experience The following is self-forgiveness for the Self interest of wanting my ‘wants’ based on fear /emotions and so not considering others physical needs: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider others needs when a fear is driving me to make decisions within my work environment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and hold my fear of being at a high traffic computer and the potential of more interaction with people at work become more important to me than how another is physically, where I will no...