167: Filling My Cup
From the first blog I started in this series - I see the balancing act I was writing about is how I have balanced the polarity of the negative and positive being that I am in defining fulfillment to be something that which I find externally - in what I do in this world, my actions and responsibilities. So that is interesting and cool to see, that I am walking the tight rope of my own creation wherein I fear the negative and so lean towards the positive as a way to run from myself as the negative experience and definition I give to myself and then when I see this - leaning to one side as the positive, I fall as I have created an unstable grounding/foundation - instead I have created a line as a rope that I must walk on, yet always falling because I am trying to balance out the polarity by suppressing the negative as going into the positive. So why not remove the rope that I was on, suspended in mid air, and instead ground myself, with two feet on the ground, walking in/as/on this...