725: Stable-Bodied

 

I was looking at the word STABLE as a living word, how to express it, how to live it, how I've come to abdicate my ability to be/live the word stable, and some very cool points opened up and came through. 

What I can see creates instability within/as me is when/as I accept and allow myself to exist within/as and participate within/as the Mind as reactions. When I have a thought of judgment or opinion about someone or something, or myself, or some circumstance within the polarity of what is "right" or what is "wrong" - that is when I accept and allow myself to live/be unstable. 

I change - one moment I am one thing/expression and then, according to what someone says or does or how they behave or if something happens or doesn't happen, then I have a reaction - I have an idea or thought about it that is based on emotions that is based on a "right/wrong" perspective. 

True stability as a living expression is the Physical. The Body. The Earth, the Physical Universe - Life itself. 

The Mind as the personality as the Ego is what changes, moves, and is dependent on external points to "be in place" for "it" to be stable. 

Self as Life as the Physical as the Breath as the Body is what is Stable. 

It is the point that is fixed, firm, constant, ever-present, and so trustworthy, reliable, and sound. 

The root of the word STABLE is, in Latin, STARE, which means to stand. 

So to Stand as Self as what is Real - the Real Self, the Real Living Expression, the actual LIVING WORD is to Stand stable with/as the Breathe/Body/Physical.

Everything else is an illusion, and when one participates in it, one deceives oneself and accepts and allows a limited/lesser version of oneself. 

I have been accepting and allowing a lesser version of myself as I have been accepting and allowing myself to participate in reactions, definitions of right and wrong, judgments, and ideas of how things "should" be. And it has created so much instability within/as myself. I become different expressions in different moments, and those around me do not know who they are going to get. 

This is me abdicating the power I have to be/live/express Stability as Who I really Am - I can choose to breathe. I can choose to stop, I can choose to take a beat and see, realize, and understand that the instability I experience in a moment, the overwhelm, the commotion, the chaos within is actually SELF-CREATED and I have all the power/ability to stop and change it. 

And so that's what I chose. I choose to stop, change, and give myself direction to be/live/express as the LIVING WORD: STABLE. 

To become a firmly fixed, reliable table that one can lean on and feel a sturdy and secure standing. 

I commit myself to STAND as that which is eternally present and stable, which is the Physical by/through and as the breath. 

I commit myself to breathe in/as all moments I become aware of it and to continue practicing being/living with/as the breath until it is an unconscious, automatic practice within/as my awareness and living application.