Someone recently shared an Eqafe interview series regarding redefining and living the word STAR and it opened up from reflecting on the life force energy of children that seems to be infinite and eternal. Their life substance and source is so pure and bountiful - they are the brightest of stars on this Planet and thus the best teachers showing the true light that is who we really are. Their spark is so contagious. I have the privilege of being with my children full time - they are almost 4 and 6 months and the greatest gifts I have ever been given. My son Phoenix reminded me of my innocence (and so the innocence of all life) and my daughter Ophelia is solidifying that process for me of becoming the best possible living example for them. I must live myself the way I want my children to - staying true to their light/life force, being the free and full beings they are, expressing, enjoying, loving, creating and do what is best for themselves and living the golden rule to creat...
Last night, my partner and I pulled a card from our Osho Tarot deck to open up some points - one for him, one for me, and one for our agreement. The card I pulled was exactly what I needed to see and brought to clarity many points that have been coming up and swirling around within me. The card was Postponement and along with the image it helped me to see how I have been waiting and postponing and holding onto something that no longer exists... holding onto a potential from the past that I have in fact moved on from and instead of fully embracing what I've really seen, realized and understood for myself, I have been doubting, 2nd guessing, and needing permission to step into fully. What I've realized is I am more than able and ready to step fully into myself as who I am HERE - what I see, what I realize, what I KNOW and to embrace and embody the ME that has come this far and walked very specific points and is ready, willing, and able to actualize what I've always known...
This is a continuation of a series I am currently walking: 181: The Birth of a Bully 182: The Birth of a Bully part 2 183: The Bully Character in All it's Dimensions: Memory #1 184: Bonding over Names and Shared Interests 185: What we Allow within Inferiority and Superiority 186: Seeing Equality Through Polarity & Dumping Life for Illusion 188: Who I am Within the Decision/Choice I Make So looks here we are into the physical dimension of the experience of myself in the moment of 'dumping' my friend Cristina for a desired definition of myself: Raising the tone of my voice because Cristina did not believe me - so raising my voice as 'getting more serious' so that she will understand that I will no longer be her friend I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to raise my voice tonality within frustration as the reaction to Cristina 'not getting it' wherein she did not actually believe me that I would no longer be her friend and ...
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