24 October 2011

"If it's Meant to Be..." a Pre-programmed Existence

"Don’t worry, just breathe – If it is meant to be, it will find its way" This statement is all to familiar with me. You might have heard it in various ways - like, "Just go with the flow", or "if it's meant to be, it will be". Such statements and beliefs exist within the implication of a force outside of ourselves - guiding and directing and 'taken care of' everything for us. This statement also implies preprogramming - a predetermined destination that has already been created, and that we are just in it for the ride, and to just sit back and go along with whatever will come. I use to tell this to myself a lot. Relax, if it is suppose to happen, it will happen. It's what I told myself to re assure myself that 'everything is ok' - a way I used to keep myself content with my world and my reality, trusting in some higher force at play that will in the end provide for me that which I need. Then I found Desteni - and the self realization came that only I am here. And waiting for something to 'come to me', patiently waiting for a sign or an outcome, trusting that whatever it is, will find it's way to me and I will be ok. I was filled with self doubt and fear of this world. Fear of moving, of making decisions, of directing my life, and I believed within all of my being that there was something 'out there' that was having a hand in my life, and that if I just let go and trust in this, it will give to me what I am meant to have.
I realized this is enslavement. I was enslaving myself to a belief, that was an acceptance and allowance of a trust out side of myself. It implied I was incapable of Creating - directing, moving myself to create what is meant to be for me. I accepted a decision and plan was already set forth for me - I didn't know anything about it, but I trusted it. And so I sat stagnant. My participating within Desteni supported Me to Stand Up within myself and realize - Only I can create what I want. Only I can direct myself. There is nothing "out there" - I am and all is Here. And it's time I start acting like I am the Directive Principle of my Life. Because no one else can create my Life - I accept and allow, every moment, every moment of what my Life is. Before Desteni - I was a positive seeker looking for Love - everywhere but Here. Today, I am Here facing this Reality - as myself and as the Whole within the Awareness that to allow a 'pre programmed' existence to Continue - will only continue to create slaves. Slaves to the script that has been written. Today I write my own script, breathe by breathe, word by word, redefining who I am in this World and what I accept and allow. I no longer accept and allow a World filled with Abuse and Separation and Suffering. I no longer accept this within myself. I no longer wait for my savior to come to my rescue - I am Here for myself. I no longer believe there is something 'greater then me' as I realize I am of the Earth, which is of the Universe, thus I am Equal and/as One with all that is Here, as this Manifested Reality. I am Here to birth the Equality of Life. This is how we change the World. By stopping our beliefs that keep us ignorant and in cages of our own entrapment. We have the Key. We are able to Stop. See what it is that we accept and allow that does not actually Support what is Best for All. Dare to See with REALeyes.