24 October 2011
"If it's Meant to Be..." a Pre-programmed Existence
"Don’t worry, just breathe – If it is meant to be, it will find its way" This statement is all to familiar with me. You might have heard it in various ways - like, "Just go with the flow", or "if it's meant to be, it will be". Such statements and beliefs exist within the implication of a force outside of ourselves - guiding and directing and 'taken care of' everything for us. This statement also implies preprogramming - a predetermined destination that has already been created, and that we are just in it for the ride, and to just sit back and go along with whatever will come. I use to tell this to myself a lot. Relax, if it is suppose to happen, it will happen. It's what I told myself to re assure myself that 'everything is ok' - a way I used to keep myself content with my world and my reality, trusting in some higher force at play that will in the end provide for me that which I need. Then I found Desteni - and the self realization came that only I am here. And waiting for something to 'come to me', patiently waiting for a sign or an outcome, trusting that whatever it is, will find it's way to me and I will be ok. I was filled with self doubt and fear of this world. Fear of moving, of making decisions, of directing my life, and I believed within all of my being that there was something 'out there' that was having a hand in my life, and that if I just let go and trust in this, it will give to me what I am meant to have.