27 June 2011

Time FORgiveness

I feel like there is so much to do and not enough time to do it.

Time is a point for me

I always feel like I’m running out of time

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am running out of time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself as time

I forgive myself that I haven’t yet allowed myself to realize myself here as timeless

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear time

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is not enough time to do all the things I would like to do

I forgive myself that iH ave accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from moments in time within fear that I am wasting time

I forgive myself that i Have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can waste time

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself here as time equal and one within thoughts of wasting time

I stop fearing time

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself within moments in time when I reacte to the belief that I am not doing what I am suppose to be doing

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is too much to do with not enough time

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to believe that time is something separate from me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that time is more then me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see time as slipping away

I forgive myself that I Havent yet allowed myself to unconditionally be here as time as every moment of breath as life as all as one as equal

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself within time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my experience within time

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to define time as money

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to define time as something separate from me here

I forgive myself that iH ave accepted and allowed myself to kill time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe time is more powerful than me
I stand here equal as time

I allow myself to be here as breathe as time

I trust myself within time

Time is here as me

Time is equal as me

I am time

I am here in every moment of breathe

20 June 2011

Desteni USA Meets in TX

SO this weekend was the Desteni America Meeting.

It was a very cool experience being with others that are Standing and applying and Living the Same Principles, and who are going through the same points. AND being around others willing to open up and share what it is that's being experienced, without fear was so cool. Much support was offered this weekend, not with the intentional offering of support - but just by communicating and sharing one's experience, I was able to relate to a lot of what was said, and assisted me in realizing it's not just me going through points within myself - I'm not the only one 'facing myself'.

We all have a secret world within ourselves/as our Minds - it's just whether we are willing to expose it to ourselves and others. So it was cool to hear others stories of what they have gone through, what experiences they have in relation to reactions and points that come up and to realize that I'm not alone. And there is no reason for me to exist in such shame for what it is that I experience, yet there is Self Responsibility in stopping and letting go.

It was also supportive in that a lot of points came up within me this weekend - like fear and anxieties and comparisons and reactions - back chat - so here I was supported in seeing this points that are still existing within me - and apply self forgiveness for such reactions/ideas/beliefs and back chats. Because in the end- it's the Mind's attempt to Survive.

So - I am grateful for my weekend in TX - to be around others walking the Same Process as me - being able to communicate with those that are taking Self Responsibility for themselves - participating in real communication and sharing.

Looking forward to the next Meeting - after All - We are the Ones Standing Up to Change this World - so we have Much work ahead of Us.

10 June 2011

Set Yourself Free - Write Yourself Out

Writing Yourself TO Freedom

What is This? What does it imply and how does it work?

Writing yourself to freedom is as simply as it sounds. Writing out oneself to self - looking as who oneself is in fact, as thoughts feelings and emotions. It's having a conversation with oneself - but a self directive conversation exposing to oneself what is allowed within the inner and outer reality of self.

It's a tool used within those Walking with Desteni - to investigate who one is in this Reality. What thoughts self participates within - what ideas and beliefs self hold. Who Self is in relation to everything else that is Here.

Through writing it out - we are able then to see Who we are. To get to freedom - This takes Self Honesty. Self Honesty is to be able to honestly look at what thoughts we carry - what judgments we hold - what perceptions we believe in and give power to.

For me - It has supported me in 'letting go' of the shit that mulls around in my head. Thoughts that I allow to cause reactions within me - anxieties, worries fears, even just voices that I for so long believed were me. Writing them out allows me to take back my power - and thus decide what I do with what I find - as allowing thoughts and feelings and emotions to run our life, we are just enslaved.

It allows me to lay out for myself what is actually going on with me. It's Self Intimacy. Looking into Self to see what is actually Here, to Face it, to Reveal to ourself what has been accepted as the 'Who I am' as the Mind - and allows Self then to take Responsiblity and Re Direct Self into an existence that considers All.

It is something the Mind as Me resists, as I realize what is happening. I am Changing myself - to no longer allow my Mind to be the Directive Role - but to make an actual action within awareness that is in fact Best for All. And as I resist - I push myself to write more - knowing this is the Support required in order to Walk this Process that we are all here currently walking.

Writing is righting ourselves out. It allows as a guideline to see where One is - where One as Been and to sort our where One is going. It is an Act of Self Love.

Try it out. Unconditionally. Let yourself Go - Set yourself Free in Writing. See who you are, without Shame or Judgments - but Face it and Stand up within it. Realizing that who we have Become is unworhty to Who we are in Fact. Time to take Back our Destiny.

We all have been waiting for This - Asking the Question - Who am I? Where have I come from? Why am I here? All these Answers are Here within Self - it just Takes Self to Look Within.